Deep Brown

This winter, a deep freeze followed a week of temperate weather, turning much of winter’s green hues to dull browns. The brown runs especially deep this year. I want to hibernate along with all the cold-blooded animals. Sleep through this barrenness and awaken with the warmth and songs of spring. To only feel when there is joy to be had. But I am mercifully warm-blooded, and while I may struggle through some seasons more than others, I have the privilege of experiencing them all. This uncomfortable winter provides contrast to the songs of Spring or the colors of Fall.

My husband grew up in the far north, where winters are deep, dark, and last half the year. He says I cannot fully appreciate Spring because I've never truly experienced Winter and I think he's right. Joys comes in the contrast when help up against the pain that has been felt.